hi there
i had a really negative post for this blog
i was really bored and down-and-out i guess...all day i sort of had stuff running through my head that i just couldn't wait to put in here. what a complainer i was. all day. bad situation.
but then i went out and played baseball. well, i'll start at the beginning...i studied 20th century art...then i made chewy double chocolate chip cookies (soooo good) and then i studied some more...then i went outside and edged a garden, pulled out a dead tree (had to do some more landscaping on my day off...of course...) then i helped kira with her papers, then i ate supper, then i played baseball.
i thought art history would make me happy but i was in such a grouchy mood leftover from working so much (really! no spare time to sit down and think) ...eating junk food, sitting inside on my butt all day, writing notes endlessly, sigh... then i went outside and got some exercise---that old myth about fresh air being the best medecine--it's true. even for psychological and mental problems...because i have nothing to complain about now. except for the water dripping down my neck, leftover from my beautiful long hot shower.
anyways it's weird---i went from having so much time and energy to think (or waste, while avoiding school) about stuff. just random things like diagnosing myself with psychological disorders...because of my crazy class schedule and having time to rollerblade and stuff---but since i started working it's been work sleep work work sleep church sleep work sleep. bye bye social life. bye bye library books. bye bye rollerblades. bye bye piano...and you know what? it was like this last summer too i think---i just forget. and it'll get better, i know.
it's not all that bad---i know people go through much worse. yes, i count my blessings. i'm glad i'm playing baseball regularly this summer---i'm gonna be really cheerful this year! :)
that's all.
this water's still dripping...it's cold now
i had a really negative post for this blog
i was really bored and down-and-out i guess...all day i sort of had stuff running through my head that i just couldn't wait to put in here. what a complainer i was. all day. bad situation.
but then i went out and played baseball. well, i'll start at the beginning...i studied 20th century art...then i made chewy double chocolate chip cookies (soooo good) and then i studied some more...then i went outside and edged a garden, pulled out a dead tree (had to do some more landscaping on my day off...of course...) then i helped kira with her papers, then i ate supper, then i played baseball.
i thought art history would make me happy but i was in such a grouchy mood leftover from working so much (really! no spare time to sit down and think) ...eating junk food, sitting inside on my butt all day, writing notes endlessly, sigh... then i went outside and got some exercise---that old myth about fresh air being the best medecine--it's true. even for psychological and mental problems...because i have nothing to complain about now. except for the water dripping down my neck, leftover from my beautiful long hot shower.
anyways it's weird---i went from having so much time and energy to think (or waste, while avoiding school) about stuff. just random things like diagnosing myself with psychological disorders...because of my crazy class schedule and having time to rollerblade and stuff---but since i started working it's been work sleep work work sleep church sleep work sleep. bye bye social life. bye bye library books. bye bye rollerblades. bye bye piano...and you know what? it was like this last summer too i think---i just forget. and it'll get better, i know.
it's not all that bad---i know people go through much worse. yes, i count my blessings. i'm glad i'm playing baseball regularly this summer---i'm gonna be really cheerful this year! :)
that's all.
this water's still dripping...it's cold now
1 comment:
I know what you're talking about. Lets go out sometime k? When you can squeeze a few moments?
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