wow, it sure has been...a while...record for me. more than a week. haha.
this week, i wanted to write something, but i couldn't figure out what to say.
it's not like i owe you anything....it's not like i owe you an interesting conversation. i'm sorry that i can't talk your ear off...or, i suppose in this case, type your eyes out...? ...i think i'm just really self conscious when it comes to...well, pretty much anything. that's ok, right? not everyone has to be the centre of attention all the time. it's not a bad thing to not talk for an hour at a time...is it? it really is too bad that i don't have much to say...i'd LOVE to be one of those people who can just talk forever...or one of those quirky artists who just does crazy stuff because they love it. but what's stopping me from doing that? ...me!? hhhhmm...
meanwhile: brainpower is at an all time low...spending a friday night here at home alone---i had three different possibilities for parties tonight, and i didn't make the biggest effort (besides putting on mascara!) to get to any of them---i sat at home and watched moulin rouge instead. i didn't really like that movie...i found it a little scary...especially after all the 19th and 20th century art history i've been learning about, where everything in that time period was bourgeoisie and prostitution...
uumm...i don't really have anything else to tell y'all about. work is still grand...we had monday may 23 off (yeah, 2 day weekend finally)... and i did go to the marriage rally in TO. it was really cool...as was hanging out with people i haven't seen in years. other than that, and the baseball game wensday which we won...no, nothing new.
except i'm dealing with anger management problems again...haha...well there's this dumb guy at work and he's so frustrating, doesn't line-trim very well (neither do i--at all, but at least i make an effort to improve!) and he's just...so...frustrating...and it's hard to complain about this in a blog, because it requires specific facial expressions and voice tones and the whole bit, to properly convey just how irritated i am. anyways, i guess i can get over this guy being annoying...he's half deaf, and with the machines on, he can't hear me cussin up a storm...let's hope he doesn't learn how to read lips anytime soon... it's just so frustrating that i'm so annoyed! i don't know what it is, some days i just really get mad at certain people. argheronies.
but...life is still good, i treated myself to a fresh set of herbal essences shampoo and conditioner, and it's GREAT i LOVE it. the one thing that gets me through the summer...is herbal essences shampoo: intensive blends, or fruit fusions....MMMMMM SO good!
and...i ran out of writeable things. so, i'm going to sleep now. smartie, eh.
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