Friday, May 6, 2005

well hello there

it's been a long week. and i didn't even miss blogging...because i didn't even think about it. over the blogging addiction? i think so. now i'm just...blogging. because i am.
anthro exam was great. considering how much i studied and how much i knew... i only put two question marks in the fill in the blank section...and the multiple choice was awesome. eenie meenie miney mo all the way YES
so, work. is long. late days. still stressful, for different reasons---i SUCK at landscaping! at cls, i was great, they handed me the keys and i drove the truck around, drove the rider and trimmed everything, KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING. now, i'm learning everything again, but to the Nth degree---edengrove standards at edengrove speed. i really hope i get it soon, because it sucks being the slow one and trying to keep up, trying not to fall so far behind that someone else has to pick up a trimmer and help me finish up. but if i try to speed up, i burn chunks in the grass and all this...no happy medium apparently.

what else is there in my head that i can dump into cyberspace...oh yes. i had another issue that bugged me today. (because you, blog, are now my therapist, except you're much cheaper than a real shrink) um...soap operas. real life soap operas bug me. the ones that you're barely involved in, only as a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on, or 'silent' bystander kinda thing. the ones where you don't really know what to say as advice or help or whatever... because there's nothing to say! either because i really don't have an imagination...? or common sense? or real life experience? i don't know. i just really wonder sometimes, just what did i miss.

i'm hearing line trimmers in the back of my head...at 12 am...right. now it's time to sleep.

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