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aaargh
that's me..arghing again. it's come down to this: i'm a professional procrastinator! it's so bad that...well i just know i'll get finished with the things i need to do :sculpture project, :print project...both due tuesday and neither really started... in some ways i really just think i'm not cut out for this program--but what AM i cut out for? forget it--i'm getting my degree, whether this program's meant for me or not. (doesn't even matter what i study...just that i get the degree!) it's just that...i'm not entirely excited about what's going on...and i keep taking the easy route through a project and choosing things that require not very much work...because they please me aesthetically but also because it becomes a necessity...based on limited amounts of time...because of my procrastination.
meh. i'll finish this later. i'm going bead shopping.


bead shopping didn't really accomplish much, just more frustrating.