sorry, that was more of a rant and a bucketload of ventage than anything. (previous blog) i was so excited because it seemed to be written well and all that---i even paid attention to my punctuation! right. apologies to fellow bloggers, you know who you are. thanks for the patience and advice...
yeah, i'm a jerk. i really do enjoy reading your blogs. i really do wish i could express myself as well as a lot of people can. i really do wish i would just get off my butt and stop complaining about myself being so lazy...and just go do something about improving what i can about my life.
because you know, even if i did have what i wanted most, i'd still have to deal with me being myself. and it'd be so much more difficult in that situation than where i am now.
so the purpose of this blog, lately, has been apparently to beat myself up. and through that, to 'find myself' although i'd have to agree with dax that finding oneself is a little redundant seeing as one IS oneself all along...
maybe i'm just stuck in the process of finding out MORE about myself, and i still can't decide if i'll just agree to like what i find and work with it, or if i'll continue to look past it and try to find something else. hopefully i'll grow up soon.
SO maybe i should just shut up about what goes on in my brain because it can't really be all that interesting!??!!!
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