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so, sheridan's on strike and i really enjoyed the sleep-in this week (more tired than i'm sposed to be, what's going on?!)...although i have NO idea when they'll open again--and i'll be in big trouble when they do: waay behind! waaaaay behind. more than usual. and not bothering to catch up means...trouble.

not good...i'm a little moody right now about school, about school and other random stuff. stupid hormones.

uumm i did some crazy hardcore beading this weekend, some REALLY nice brown beads...started candice's wedding party stuff! because you know the earlier i start, the less procrastinating gets done---i think i'm leaning towards this bead store career idea...haha i'll be a blind, unsociable hunchback but whatever. how to start the bead store though? aaaaaah i'll just be a bum. laaaZY

what else did i do this weekend...oh yeah! cooked dinner with 8 of us--fancy shrimp pasta dinner with chicken mango salad! ate it on the kitchen floor, yep. chocolate fondue and all. tastes better that way.

andrea's baptism was really cool! church with ecf, why don't we do that more often? hhmm. oh yeah---wednesday. i found out that i am not going to serve on ecf exec next year. and i'm still not totally sure how i feel about it. on one hand, cool--i don't feel bad about going to europe, about not having next year all planned out, about slacking off on school yet again...but i was also really looking forward to being right in the middle of ecf. i guess i can be there whether i'm officially on exec or not. and it's true, i'm more inclined to give cheerfully of my time and energy when it's not a weekly meeting or an assigned duty. but now comes the stress of having my own individual spot that i can carve out for myself---in my present state/mood/attitude, i'd much rather stay home than be stressed about this. this is the rollercoaster---i'll write more when i'm a little more cheerful.