study day

yes i studied a lot today
AND i went shopping, found a funky skirt. somehow i always end up buying an ugly random skirt and not matching it with the rest of a perfect outfit. so, that's my plan for next week, bring the skirt with me and find the rest of the outfit. :) meanwhile, it matches with my fav. shirt, which i wear too much already. and it's long sleeves, not really springy. so, need to keep shopping. sorry meg, going to cityscript. no more skipping work..
GBS was good tonight---but i feel like i'm...floating through that now. like i'm more in touch with people at school, with what i'm learning there and in that sort of 'area' of my life...than i am with some of my best friends from 'that other area of my life' or from 'before i started learning stuff at school'...? i don't know why this is. but it's scary. because what happens when i'm not at school all week, with my friends there, so i'm not as plugged in there? or, when there's no 'there' to be plugged in at? waiting all the way to kelly's cottage weekend, and even then i'm stuck in the middle. worried about friends i never see. like kate---what ever happened to seeing her a whole lot more than i do? flip----sorry! busy busy. stupid busy. forgetting that people are more priority than graduating--then losing track of certain people who i want to be priorities, because spending so much time with other awesome people. then the time that's spent isn't quality, then i just feel like a floater and a jerk (besides being a failure at school!) then i just want to sleep a whole lot more. i don't know if this makes sense, i just don't feel close to anyone right now. *donkey voice* 'i think i need a hug'...aaaaaah but it's like, the people i need to be close to, don't even realize i'm gone! flip. or...zip zap rap! [insert swear word here]

all summer, every evening free, gonna plan coffee dates every night. and i'll even stay awake for them!


my msn name is 'winging exams'---definitely gonna be doing some winging tomorrow. this study day wasn't such a study day after all! oh well classics 101 can stuff it.
yeah i'll get those pics up eventually. hold your horses, NOW i'm gonna sleep.