yaa weekend

yep, life is a little better.
just sitting around for a day really does work wonders! i haven't gotten through all of that yet (haha laurs maybe i should meet donna) ...but today i had a revelation. while blowing some rainy grass off a sidewalk somewhere in oakville. ...something about connecting all the big things i've been dealing with all year...so there's a connection, but i forget what i'm connecting. :P

and, no, no weekend. tomorrow is more work. THEN party. but i'm just relaxing at home now. with wet hair dripping down my back---the BEST part of my job is getting home and washing my hair. sounds weird? i dunno, i just really enjoy it. clean! one of the worst parts of my job (haha there are many--during the day i plan new posts for my blog, venting and raging about random things--they'll show up when i have pictures to accompany them) anyways one of the worst parts of my job is sitting in a truck with a bunch of guys, wearing my eg grubbies and steel toes, with the worst trimmer hair ever (YOU try walking/running around looking at the ground when there are tree branches at just the right height to get STUCK in! guys don't know, because they don't have long hair---but flip is it EVER annoying! and i imagine it looks pretty funny. specially when i have a tantrum at the tree, haha) ...and with no hope of getting home with enough time or energy to go shopping or even to go out in the nice clothes that i do have----all of this, and then driving around, specially in oakville, seeing all these girls walking around in NICE clothes. clothes that don't smell, aren't absolutely covered in little bits of grass and junk, that fit nice and aren't value village cheapness, and shoes, and purses, and jewellery, and ...colour! and, they're walking around. wearing these clothes. no farmer tan or nasty trimming scars. not cutting grass. or picking up garbage.
yeah.
i'm jealous.
very.

but trying on BRIDESMAID DRESSES last night was good----kinda felt a little feminine again. sorta. september's crazy far away (gonna be a looooooong summer) but at the same time it's gonna be here way too soon.




um...wednesday night i watched kira play soccer. flip, she's good. ofsa next week--good for her!

...i have a book to read. bye.