hello!

hey i had all this bloggable stuff in my head yesterday...and i was like 'oh this is huge, i won't forget it'...hehe...it's gone.

i keep stuttering! and forgetting words! weird. maybe i'm developing a speech impediment. maybe i need to quit landscaping before it kills me.

bead store plans: quite the possibility. just gotta stop being lazy and start doing stuff.

cleaned my 'art room'. if i ever get off my bum and do stuff, i'll take a pic and show ya. meanwhile...it's clean (except for xylophone glass shards--central vac is busted downstairs, and that little old vacuum's in the garage. i'm lazy) and now i want to paint. paint what you ask? i have NO idea. probly end up painting something green, weedy...or mulchy maybe. my world in a nutshell, on a canvas.

finished blue like jazz again. beautiful book. oh yeah this was my bloggable stuff---but i forget how i worded it in my head. oh well.
so i was reading blue like jazz...and i think the reason i love that book is because everything donald miller has learned, i need to learn. (about christian spirituality)... and everything he learned is pretty crucial to being a happy, useful christian. and a lot of stuff that he learned was hard for him to learn. like, painful.
i've read this book before...and i've read others like it. but all the lessons stayed for like a week, if that, and then sorta faded. but i know there are big things i need to address...and i know people usually tend to deal with these sorts of issues when/after they go through a crisis. i've identified the issues, but i don't have a sense of urgency for dealing with them---i want to learn these lessons (myself---not just vicariously through someone's book), yet i don't want a crisis!

uumm...something else. but i forget.

you know what i DO want to do? sharpie! (draw, not get high, silly!)
gbs/mc tomorrow. i need to sleep.