Saturday, January 5, 2008

hearts

well, I'd like to write a really wonderful blog post.

I'd like to, but I never get beyond the vague thought that that would be nice.

If I had a wonderful experience with something, I'd tell you about it.

If I learned something cool in the time I've spent reading God's Word, I'd blog about it.

If I had anything interesting to say, I'd say it.

Nadine is telling me that the best way to recuperate from illness is to let your brain turn into mush. So I think I will let my brain turn into mush until I can smell the roses again...and until my throat doesn't feel like razor blades, and until I can stand up without Ibuprofen stemming the throbbing around my brain.


Although, after a couple of days of this, I think I'm already mush. Gonna go rent some mushy movies now. (Yes, walking----neeeeed to get out of the house!)



oh yeah--the reason for the title: I'm finding it really hard to be honest with myself about the state of my heart right now, because of all of this brain-to-mush business going on. It's super frustrating.

2 comments:

Carol-Lee Joy said...

I'm pretty sure that my response to every single one of your posts is "I love you." And it's the same for this one.

Kelly Adele said...

Most lovely of Justines!
If you were able to fully undertand the state of your own heart you would be a rare person indeed... To be confused is human, or so it apppears. I love you, thanks for Friday and hanging out in your mushy state.

P.S. Hehe... mushy.