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and i forgot to say earlier that all i want to do is bake! christmas fudge (well, it's not baking) but it sure isn't any good for me either...and it's not even december yet. but all this snow is killing me--it's screaming "hot chocolate!...christmas fudge!...shortbread cookies with toblerone!..." as well as "all you want to do right now is be at the mall spending all your life savings!"----which i will do in a few minutes, gotta find some brown boots to go with my awesome skirt---but argh this is so frustrating. drawing is ok though---and i went CD shopping last night so i'm listening to muse/absolution and loving it! (one good thing about today) and tonight will be interesting---musical benefit/medical bills fundraiser/listen to my little bro and his buddies with their musical talents :) (and others---maybe scott/bill/duane will be there! i miss them) and then prolife101 tomorrow in ancaster. life isn't so bad actually. i'm done complaining, i'll just deal with it now.