20

guess what
i turned 20
eek

i can't decide if it's a good thing or not: i like birthdays (a lot of people remembered...without me telling them... :D ) but it's really strange to not be 19..or a teenager at all... feels like i haven't grown up since i was 16. weird! (i mean, yeah i have, but not in ways that i notice everyday) i probably won't get any more mature though for a while---don't worry. i'll still be a stupid obnoxious idiot teenager for a while yet. yes that transition might happen...oh they call it a midlife crisis, don't they. ok just wait 20 more years. :)

so yesterday i skipped an anthropology tutorial because i got to school a bit early and went to the ECF office. theres a girls' bible study at the same time as my tutorial...so of COURSE i skipped the tutorial and stayed at the bible study. it was a really good one, about guys/girls/relationships...it was especially good to get a somewhat different perspective on the marriage counselling thing... problem: it's 'to be continued' next thursday... that's ok, i can skip another tutorial, right?

so i have an exam...at 2. and of course another one on monday at 10 am---eek---and one on wensday. as well as some assignments due. (blech) and do i study? of course not. why would i. i'm going out partying tonight anyway, weekends come first of course.

as for chocolate: well, i'm doing better anyway. :) i cheated a little bit (someone gave me a chocolate chip cookie for my bday...i couldn't refuse it) BUT there was also a jar full of chocolates which i didn't even touch. half a star for me. a whole one so far today though! :)

arright. either i study or i sleep...or maybe go to school and start reading the textbook for the exam that's on monday..haha..
y'all have a good friday now.