so i'm not really sure why, but apparently every time i feel like i have something worthwhile to write down...its just ventage because of a bad day. a self inflicted bad day too. like why would anyone want to read about my weepy bad days and blah blah blah.
but this is relatively new for me! and therefore on my mind...and that's why i'm writing.
either i just recently started having bad days more often...or just started noticing them more...or just started letting them affect me...
yep so monday and tuesday have now switched: i really enjoy mondays! mondays are good. i'm cheerful mondays. i have class at 10 (eew early) but it's a fun class...and then i get three hours to sit around...do some Bible study (Romans study, and Prayer) in the ECF office, hang out and waste time with very random people, eat food..., go home, and every other monday is 'marriage counselling'...(woohoo less than a week till our next one!)--- it's time spent with friends, focussing on God stuff. time well spent and well invested.
meanwhile, tuesday kills me. i get to sleep in...i usually manage to skip painting...but i end up doing nothing useful. and i think that's what's so bad: i have the opportunity to go out for a run...to get work done...to vacuum my room...but what do i do? i eat and i play spider solitaire...:) and i beat myself up for not doing anything. and then i go to photography class which i used to enjoy but i don't really anymore...really sad.
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STOP WHINING (learn how to spell?)
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hi!
i went through the sheridan gallery today...there's a textiles show this week from sheridan's textiles craft and design program. handmade, hand coloured felts and fabrics...absolutely gorgeous. that's what i'd like to do. just 2 more years till i'm done this program, then 3 more in that C&D program, and...yeah i think i'll be in school forever. ok. whatever. no problems with that one...
another thing i did do today: i decided not to eat any chocolate. for the whole month of february. although i made this decision this morning at about 12 10 am, after i'd eaten a piece of chocolate...but that's beside the point. (eek! 10 minutes into february and i've alredy failed!)
of course, you can still buy me chocolate for 'antivalentinesday' (thanks for the term, laura-i feel like i should be footnoting this)...i'm allowed to cheat...
no i'm kidding. i won't cheat. unless it's ice cream. ice cream doesn't count.
so i'll keep you posted. this chocolate thing might make for some interesting stories and i can stop boring you with my weepy 'bad days'. haha. ok i'm outta stuff to write. see ya
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