weirdo

so, i stayed up till 3 am to write a paper. i got home from school/small group/driving around in mississauga etc at 10 ish...hopped right on msn and ended up with tons of interesting things to do, like bridesmaid dresses online, sending important emails, forwarding bulletin announcements, organizing things, and of course my virtual social life is SO demanding. *cheesy grin*
i didn't really write very much last night. or, i guess, early this morning. like...maybe 3 paragraphs?
the funny thing is...at 3 am, i sit there thinking NO WORRIES it will get DONE! of course it will! and it'll be great!
by that time, after a glass of wine, much chocolate, and a couple sore fingers from typing everything BUT homework (there is a knot in my right shoulder, that now i finally realize is from crouching over the computer, using the mouse with my right hand and typing a lot, smartie) (gotta start doing some msn/internet surfing stretches before i start!) and after 3 am rolls around and i've listened to myself singing waaay offtune (bridges again haha) and all my friends are offline and the house is DARK and i can't listen to LOUD music because everyone's sleeping and i SHOULD be writing hardcore but there's nothing to write, FINALLY i decide to skip class the entire next day and just write instead. hello? could have decided that at 10 30 and done something else like other homework, baking, cleaning, SLEEPING. why do i do this? now i have a midterm to study for also...and guilt to deal with about missing class yet again (do i feel guilty? i dunno. well yeah...) and i'm SO not awake. haha coffee...
but this was an interesting assignment: write a pauline letter to corinth (after they've managed to unite their congregation) about a guy who has a lot of influence in the church yet spends a lot of time with the dionysian cult... kind of a cool exercise, first as a scholarly piece of creative writing, learning paul's letter formats and his writing style, and secondly in the theology behind what paul would write. i think i probably put too much of my current theological contemplations into this assignment...but hey whatever. we'll see what happens. with my mark. (just 15% of the total anyway)
meanwhile, valentine's day was fun--haha still definitely single, but that's awesome. thanks to all the single girls who sent me (well, in mass emails to other single girls!) encouragement...love yous too.
ok off to class or something.