not the weekend anymore

yes i'm in my little landscaping hole again
where i don't know what day it is
or what my friends are doing, or even if i want to join them--not enough energy. i just work and sleep. work and sleep.
except i do other stuff too now--like, volleyball (fun!) random dates with people, and spending weekends up north or something..
but i miss the really important stuff
like singing---dalia i miss you!
and even praying. sometimes while i'm trimming or something i remember God's out there, and i smile...but then i feel bad because i've been ignoring him. saying i'm too tired to even try to focus on what he's got to say in the bible...flip!
and i miss blogging, because i've really got nothing to write about. eeww boring
well, less boring.
some things have happened: like mom booked our tickets for europe--sept.11-oct.11! yeah a whole month! so that's a good thing. brine and i are both getting excited. as much as possible while being swamped with other things like end of term craziness and stupid landscaping.
and i asked dk yesterday if i could have a week off for camp--got that taken care of, YES campfire here i come! (d3! stacked! heck yeah)
kira, my soccer star sister, took home the gold at ofsaa this weekend. pretty cool. i'm actually really proud of her. ! and she and anton both have jobs at edengrove now. great. except we all need the same week off. :P
uumm...
otherwise life is just plugging away. not sure about work still. it's better, not working with cc, but my current foreman, pv, doesn't really know a lot. like, he should have worked a summer with nick's crew first...urg. so i'm answering a lot of questions, about things that i know because i did this route last year...but i'm not really always sure about stuff. that irritates me. and now i have to think about work. not always a good thing, me thinking... and then the questions come again...and he keeps asking them, and i don't know why, but i just get so annoyed! flip! he just doesn't know, it's not his fault, he just needs to learn still...urg. urg urg urg. i don't want to be responsible. i have no patience. i have no patience with stupid people. i don't know why this is. i certainly am not that smart. i ask questions all the time. anyways...i still suck at ridering. and i hate how my blog is centred around work. ew.
bye