love to know

So I was chatting with someone on Sunday evening and pulling my usual whiny 'I don't know what I wanna be when I grow up' spiel. Suddenly I found myself thinking about the way that my previous post/sermon might change how I phrase this sentence:

I don't know what I wanna be when I grow up

I don't love what I wanna be when I grow up

How does this change things? Does it? I don't know (haha).

I sure would like to know what I want to be when I grow up. Or, who.
But I'm learning (slowly) that love is more effective than know.