yes, it sure is!
here is my list of things to do:
--monday night: GBS/marriage counselling (yes i bought the baileys)
--tuesday whenever: 'singathon' etc with dalia, jaklyn, kelly? join us if you like!
--wednesday night: home visit
--thursday night: work
--friday all day: snowboarding (blue mountain, heck yes)
--saturday: bridesmaid dress shopping, possibly worship practice for newt?
--sunday: ...guelph for every breath?
so, at the rate i'm going...i'll get nothing done. pretty much the ONLY thing i NEED to do this week is a print project which i should have started a month and a half ago. (like, first week of the term)...aaaaand of COURSE i'm at the stage, where i've been for a long while now, where i don't want to think about it. don't want to do the project, don't want to stick with the plan i made back then, or come up with a new one, i just want to skip the project. why? i spent all of last year looking forward to print 2, and here i am, wasting the entire year. aaaaaaah so awful. just start! just start the stupid project...do some stuff, fool around, draw, ...easy to say! so hard to do! why? why why. why am i here. factory job here i come. do i want this degree? grrrr. too many questions.
anyway i'll stick with it, but it kinda sucks right now.
motivation...
should use this non motivation time to clean my room or something. do something USEFUL. stupid.
4 comments:
aww... poor thing... go break some glass or somthing!
or maybe you just need some chocolate cookies... oh wait, you forgot them....
at any rate, stick with the program you crazy talented woman... cant wait to see your work!
i DID clean my room though!
e props to you. :p
it's already a mess again
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