journalling

i need to blog this so that i can get my brain around it
i need to journal it so that it's more real...?
i need to NOT blog it---so that when i'm talking about it people don't just say 'oh i heard that already' because actually that's kinda frustrating
i need to journal it NOW so that i remember it all word for word
i need to think about it more (like my newt journalling haha still not done)
i need to get away (brine! europe! aah september's so far away!)
i need to stay here with friends
i need to go for a walk
i need to watch a movie
i need to have a long hot bath (actually that sounds really good right now)
i need a good sleep----haha i can skip class tomorrow without feeling guilty!
i need some good music--thank you sufjan
i need...more kleenex (i have a cold. not quite kira's killer cold from last week, because i haven't been spaced out on the couch yet, but um i'm glad sheridan's out!)
i need tomorrow to be sunny so i can rollerblade.
i need...some hardcore God time

i'll just say that i like peace. like a river!